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Thursday, September 23, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
New Chapter of LVN and Spy Games News
Hello Friends!
First, I want to thank you for your patience. I've run into some serious RL stressors and I'm still trying to pull myself out from under them. It's taken some time to get back into the swing of things, but I'm glad to say that I've started writing again. So it shouldn't be long until the next chapter of Spy Games is posted. I'm determined to finish it and give you guys the ending I've been thinking of since day one.
In other news, Spy Games was nominated for a "Hidden Star Award." The winners haven't been posted yet, but thank you to everyone who voted and participated in this contest. I didn't even know I was nominated until after the voting was over -- but it feels great just to be recognized.
Also, Spy Games was nominated for HopelessHopeX's contest. You can vote on that right here:
http://www.kwiksurveys.com/online-survey.php?surveyID=HKKKIL_13e10410&UID=1977910858
And finally, I'm planning on posting a chapter of LVN today. It was written before this little hiatus and I've just been able to get it betaed. So, if you're reading that, check your inbox in about an hour or so to find the next installment. I hope all is well with everyone and -- again -- thank you for sticking with me through this crazy time in my life. Cheers!
First, I want to thank you for your patience. I've run into some serious RL stressors and I'm still trying to pull myself out from under them. It's taken some time to get back into the swing of things, but I'm glad to say that I've started writing again. So it shouldn't be long until the next chapter of Spy Games is posted. I'm determined to finish it and give you guys the ending I've been thinking of since day one.
In other news, Spy Games was nominated for a "Hidden Star Award." The winners haven't been posted yet, but thank you to everyone who voted and participated in this contest. I didn't even know I was nominated until after the voting was over -- but it feels great just to be recognized.
Also, Spy Games was nominated for HopelessHopeX's contest. You can vote on that right here:
http://www.kwiksurveys.com/online-survey.php?surveyID=HKKKIL_13e10410&UID=1977910858
And finally, I'm planning on posting a chapter of LVN today. It was written before this little hiatus and I've just been able to get it betaed. So, if you're reading that, check your inbox in about an hour or so to find the next installment. I hope all is well with everyone and -- again -- thank you for sticking with me through this crazy time in my life. Cheers!
Friday, July 23, 2010
La Vita Nuova Banner
NEW LA VITA NUOVA BANNER!
Whatcha think? Huh? Huh? HUH? LOL
Channing Tatum is Garrett. If you don't know how he plays into the story, check out the newest chapter -- available now on FF.net.
Much love!
Whatcha think? Huh? Huh? HUH? LOL
Channing Tatum is Garrett. If you don't know how he plays into the story, check out the newest chapter -- available now on FF.net.
Much love!
Friday, July 9, 2010
Spy Games Chapter 25 Teaser
I hope you enjoy it. Also, I posted a new chapter of La Vita Nuova. Let me know what you think.
"I shot him the best wink I could, considering the left half of my face was in serious pain, and took his arm. As we walked down the hallway to the elevators, I decided to test my luck and ask again. "Where are you taking me?" I mused.
"You'll see," he whispered.
"I just don't understand. Why the suspense? Are we meeting someone?"
"Possibly," he confessed with a laugh.
"Possibly?" I retorted. "Alright, I've got a different question."
"Of course you do," he teased.
I ignored that comment completely. "What was going on with you in the airplane?"
"I'm sorry about that. I was - angry."
"Angry? With whom?"
"Scott, mostly," Edward answered as the elevator doors opened. After we'd walked in, he added, "And my father," before pressing the button for the basement. "This is going to sound rude, and please don't take it the wrong way. But - do me a favor. For the next hour, try to say as little as possible."
"Excuse me?" Was he really expecting me to play the silent woman behind the gentleman tonight? Was he delusional? That was one role I'd never fill - for anyone.
"I asked you not to take it the wrong way. Listen, we've got dirty laundry to wash - you understand? And it's best if you just - don't implicate yourself," he explained with a half-hearted smile.
What?
That sounded incredibly too ominous for my liking.
I was tempted to say something about it.
But, he told me to shut up, and he meant with the best regards, if that was even possible. So, I tried my damnedest to keep quiet, to keep still, but I had to know what was going on. It was hardly five seconds before I looked back over to him and smiled. "One more?" I whispered.
He shook his head and sighed. "If you must."
"How, exactly, are you supposed to take care of Eleazar?" I muttered.
"You'll see," he murmured.
"I'll see? You keep saying that - I'll see. What the hell am I gonna see?"
"Bella -" he started, grunting like he was suddenly frustrated and uncomfortable with this conversation.
But I insisted none the less. "You said no more secrets. If we're in this together, then we need to be on the same page."
His face tightened and his fingers pressed to the bridge of his nose. "Where do you think we're headed?"
"I shot him the best wink I could, considering the left half of my face was in serious pain, and took his arm. As we walked down the hallway to the elevators, I decided to test my luck and ask again. "Where are you taking me?" I mused.
"You'll see," he whispered.
"I just don't understand. Why the suspense? Are we meeting someone?"
"Possibly," he confessed with a laugh.
"Possibly?" I retorted. "Alright, I've got a different question."
"Of course you do," he teased.
I ignored that comment completely. "What was going on with you in the airplane?"
"I'm sorry about that. I was - angry."
"Angry? With whom?"
"Scott, mostly," Edward answered as the elevator doors opened. After we'd walked in, he added, "And my father," before pressing the button for the basement. "This is going to sound rude, and please don't take it the wrong way. But - do me a favor. For the next hour, try to say as little as possible."
"Excuse me?" Was he really expecting me to play the silent woman behind the gentleman tonight? Was he delusional? That was one role I'd never fill - for anyone.
"I asked you not to take it the wrong way. Listen, we've got dirty laundry to wash - you understand? And it's best if you just - don't implicate yourself," he explained with a half-hearted smile.
What?
That sounded incredibly too ominous for my liking.
I was tempted to say something about it.
But, he told me to shut up, and he meant with the best regards, if that was even possible. So, I tried my damnedest to keep quiet, to keep still, but I had to know what was going on. It was hardly five seconds before I looked back over to him and smiled. "One more?" I whispered.
He shook his head and sighed. "If you must."
"How, exactly, are you supposed to take care of Eleazar?" I muttered.
"You'll see," he murmured.
"I'll see? You keep saying that - I'll see. What the hell am I gonna see?"
"Bella -" he started, grunting like he was suddenly frustrated and uncomfortable with this conversation.
But I insisted none the less. "You said no more secrets. If we're in this together, then we need to be on the same page."
His face tightened and his fingers pressed to the bridge of his nose. "Where do you think we're headed?"
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Spy Games News & La Vita Nuova
Hey everyone! Great news. I'm done with the new Spy Games chapter, so it should be up in a few days. Here's a little teaser. Do not be fooled by the title, this is not the last chapter:
Chapter 24 Teaser
"How It Ends"
"I nudged her. She groaned in response and rolled over. I nudged her again.
"Rose?" I whimpered.
Her eyes fluttered open and she sat up, looking around at the room. "What the hell?"
"My thoughts exactly," I teased.
"Oh, shit. I'm sorry Bella."
"What are you doing in here?"
"I came to tell you something last night. But you looked so content, I didn't have the heart to wake you," Rose explained.
"So you just snuck in and curled up next to me?"
On second thought, this shouldn't have been unusual for me. Rose's parents used to fight, often and intensely. Alice and Jake would sleep through the shit, but when Rose woke up and heard the horrible things they would say to each other, she would sneak the few blocks over to my house, climb in my window and curl up next to me. Sometimes I woke up, sometimes I didn't. She was always gone at dawn. Rose was ashamed of this for some reason, and made me swear never to tell anyone -- including Alice and Jake. For some reason, I never did.
"Jenks' knows," she murmured with a despondent undertone, as if his finding out was a terrible experience for her to have lived through."
And now for something else. I'm working on another story -- something definitely shorter and more concise than "Spy Games." Here's a little snip it from that:
"You're late," Edward stated.
"You know, you really ought to quit that," I chided upon arrival, deciding to completely ignore his comment about my tardiness. "It's gonna kill you."
"We all gotta die someday, at least I can say I chose slow and painful suffering."
"Perpetual self hater," I snorted.
"Know it all," he quipped in response.
I sat down on the swing next to him and sighed. "Is Tanya okay?"
"Don't know, haven't talked to her," he replied, taking another long drag of his cigarette before flicking it into the street.
"What's going on with you two?"
He laughed and rubbed his hand over his brow. "Forgive me Bells, if I don't want to talk about Tanya."
"Okay," I whimpered. "Here's your present. I got you two."
His face scrunched in confusion. "Two? Why two?"
"I thought we'd be exchanging gifts in front of everyone. I couldn't give you what I really wanted to give you in front of them," I explained.
"Did you get Jake two presents?"
I rolled my eyes and laughed. "My father and I split a new head unit for his Volkswagen."
"Ah," he mused and started to tear off the paper, but I stopped him.
"No, open it later," I murmured.
He seemed confused at first, but then nodded and whispered, "Okay," before handing me a medium sized, rectangular box.
"I'm your secret Santa," he whispered. "But if I'm not allowed to open mine, you have to wait to open yours."
I nodded in agreement. "So, why'd you call me out here?"
"I didn't want to give you your present in front of everyone either."
"Really?" I teased. "Is it scandalous?"
"Of course," he replied with a wink.
I laughed and nudged him in the rib cage. "Alright Midnight Caller, if you want to talk about anything, you know where to find me." I started to rise but Edward grabbed my hand to stop me. Our skin connected again with that same, harmonious buzz. It ran right through me, up my arm and over my chest. It turned me on in a way that made me tremble and fall weak at the knees. Surprised, I jerked and pulled away from him.
"You feel it too," Edward exclaimed, adjusting his body to face mine.
"Yeah I feel it, what is it?"
"I have no idea," he muttered. "But I want to feel it --" He ran his finger down the side of my cheek, trailing the charge across my skin with his thumb. "-- everywhere."
He leaned in to kiss me. I could see his face getting closer, and, God, how I longed to feel those lips on mine again. My gaze immediately went to Jake's house across the street. None of the lights were on, Jake was definitely in bed. I'd get away with it if I wanted to.
But did I really want to?
Hell, both Tanya and Jake could be watching right now, and I'd have no fucking idea. So, reluctantly, I pulled away from him and stood -- a feat that took damn near everything out of me. I'd wanted to kiss him. I'd wanted to feel that electric charge all over my skin, but I just couldn't. I was with Jake. He was with Tanya. If we wanted to be together, we had to break up with our significant others first, something I wasn't sure I really wanted to do. Jake had always been very good to me. He didn't deserve this.
"I should be getting back," I mumbled. "Uh -- Thank you for the gift. I hope you like yours."
I didn't wait for a reply. I turned around and marched right back to my house.
Once inside, I collapsed against the front door and took a deep breath.
"What the fuck is wrong with me?" I thought.
I was losing my damned mind.
On the way upstairs, I peeled the wrappings from the box Edward had given me. "Create-a-mate Casting Kit," it said. I was confused until I looked down and noticed exactly what it was.
I immediately started laughing hysterically.
Edward had made me a dildo replica of his dick."
It's called La Vita Nuova -- Here's the banner for it. I'll probably post some of it within the next week or so.
So that's what I've been up to -- but I haven't abandoned Spy Games, so no worries. Thanks for reading. :-)
Chapter 24 Teaser
"How It Ends"
"I nudged her. She groaned in response and rolled over. I nudged her again.
"Rose?" I whimpered.
Her eyes fluttered open and she sat up, looking around at the room. "What the hell?"
"My thoughts exactly," I teased.
"Oh, shit. I'm sorry Bella."
"What are you doing in here?"
"I came to tell you something last night. But you looked so content, I didn't have the heart to wake you," Rose explained.
"So you just snuck in and curled up next to me?"
On second thought, this shouldn't have been unusual for me. Rose's parents used to fight, often and intensely. Alice and Jake would sleep through the shit, but when Rose woke up and heard the horrible things they would say to each other, she would sneak the few blocks over to my house, climb in my window and curl up next to me. Sometimes I woke up, sometimes I didn't. She was always gone at dawn. Rose was ashamed of this for some reason, and made me swear never to tell anyone -- including Alice and Jake. For some reason, I never did.
"Jenks' knows," she murmured with a despondent undertone, as if his finding out was a terrible experience for her to have lived through."
And now for something else. I'm working on another story -- something definitely shorter and more concise than "Spy Games." Here's a little snip it from that:
"You're late," Edward stated.
"You know, you really ought to quit that," I chided upon arrival, deciding to completely ignore his comment about my tardiness. "It's gonna kill you."
"We all gotta die someday, at least I can say I chose slow and painful suffering."
"Perpetual self hater," I snorted.
"Know it all," he quipped in response.
I sat down on the swing next to him and sighed. "Is Tanya okay?"
"Don't know, haven't talked to her," he replied, taking another long drag of his cigarette before flicking it into the street.
"What's going on with you two?"
He laughed and rubbed his hand over his brow. "Forgive me Bells, if I don't want to talk about Tanya."
"Okay," I whimpered. "Here's your present. I got you two."
His face scrunched in confusion. "Two? Why two?"
"I thought we'd be exchanging gifts in front of everyone. I couldn't give you what I really wanted to give you in front of them," I explained.
"Did you get Jake two presents?"
I rolled my eyes and laughed. "My father and I split a new head unit for his Volkswagen."
"Ah," he mused and started to tear off the paper, but I stopped him.
"No, open it later," I murmured.
He seemed confused at first, but then nodded and whispered, "Okay," before handing me a medium sized, rectangular box.
"I'm your secret Santa," he whispered. "But if I'm not allowed to open mine, you have to wait to open yours."
I nodded in agreement. "So, why'd you call me out here?"
"I didn't want to give you your present in front of everyone either."
"Really?" I teased. "Is it scandalous?"
"Of course," he replied with a wink.
I laughed and nudged him in the rib cage. "Alright Midnight Caller, if you want to talk about anything, you know where to find me." I started to rise but Edward grabbed my hand to stop me. Our skin connected again with that same, harmonious buzz. It ran right through me, up my arm and over my chest. It turned me on in a way that made me tremble and fall weak at the knees. Surprised, I jerked and pulled away from him.
"You feel it too," Edward exclaimed, adjusting his body to face mine.
"Yeah I feel it, what is it?"
"I have no idea," he muttered. "But I want to feel it --" He ran his finger down the side of my cheek, trailing the charge across my skin with his thumb. "-- everywhere."
He leaned in to kiss me. I could see his face getting closer, and, God, how I longed to feel those lips on mine again. My gaze immediately went to Jake's house across the street. None of the lights were on, Jake was definitely in bed. I'd get away with it if I wanted to.
But did I really want to?
Hell, both Tanya and Jake could be watching right now, and I'd have no fucking idea. So, reluctantly, I pulled away from him and stood -- a feat that took damn near everything out of me. I'd wanted to kiss him. I'd wanted to feel that electric charge all over my skin, but I just couldn't. I was with Jake. He was with Tanya. If we wanted to be together, we had to break up with our significant others first, something I wasn't sure I really wanted to do. Jake had always been very good to me. He didn't deserve this.
"I should be getting back," I mumbled. "Uh -- Thank you for the gift. I hope you like yours."
I didn't wait for a reply. I turned around and marched right back to my house.
Once inside, I collapsed against the front door and took a deep breath.
"What the fuck is wrong with me?" I thought.
I was losing my damned mind.
On the way upstairs, I peeled the wrappings from the box Edward had given me. "Create-a-mate Casting Kit," it said. I was confused until I looked down and noticed exactly what it was.
I immediately started laughing hysterically.
Edward had made me a dildo replica of his dick."
It's called La Vita Nuova -- Here's the banner for it. I'll probably post some of it within the next week or so.
So that's what I've been up to -- but I haven't abandoned Spy Games, so no worries. Thanks for reading. :-)
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
EPOV Now Posted
Hello Ladies! I hope everyone is well and doing good. As you may or may not know, the EPOV is now posted at Twilighted.net. I promise to have it up at FFFW and FF.net as soon as I'm allowed to, (next Monday.) But if you already have a twilighted account, head over here:
http://twilighted.net/viewstory.php?sid=834&textsize=0&chapter=81
Be sure to leave some love and let me know what you think. I worked my ass off on this for you guys -- and, just ask RoseT or Maimu, I sweated it out for weeks!! :-)
In Spy Games news:
http://www.warmmineralsprings.com/
I should have the new chappie up by the end of May.
Love you guys and take care.
http://twilighted.net/viewstory.php?sid=834&textsize=0&chapter=81
Be sure to leave some love and let me know what you think. I worked my ass off on this for you guys -- and, just ask RoseT or Maimu, I sweated it out for weeks!! :-)
In Spy Games news:
http://www.warmmineralsprings.com/
I should have the new chappie up by the end of May.
Love you guys and take care.
Friday, May 7, 2010
EPOV Tease and Other Things
Hello blog followers! I just wanted to drop by to let you know that I haven't completely disappeared off the face of the Earth, I've just been working on the much anticipated EPOV -- and I'm going to promise you just a little taste of that action after a few notes.
First of all, if you're not reading the Southern Vampire Mysteries by Charlaine Harris, HOP ON IT! The new book just came out on Monday, (of course I'm already done), and I LOVED IT!!! Lots of Eric, Lots of sexing, Not so much blood and drama as the last book. It was brilliant. I highly recommend it!
In other news, don't forget about the "Spy Games" read along on May 16th. Be sure to log into your twitter account at 9pm EST on May 16th and search #Readalong to join in with the fun. I can't promise how much I'll be on b/c of prior commitments, but I'm definitely going to try to pop in and give my two cents for each chapter -- possibly some things I was going to work into the story but got cut for whatever reason -- other things of that nature.
And finally, I bring you back to Smut Monday on May 10th. If you have a twilighted account, be sure to hop on there and leave me some love this Monday. Some of you guys have already read the latest EPOV, and I assure you, it's definitely not something you'll want to miss.
Anyway, here's the tease. LMK what you think:
A Rock and a Hard Place:
"You don't find it terribly unfair that you know so much about me, and I know practically nothing of you? What if the tables were reversed?" Bella teased, allowing me to casually pull the zipper down on the back of her black evening gown. It fell to the floor, leaving her clad in nothing but her matching thong undies. I ghosted my lips up the side of her neck and pressed them to her ear. Her hair smelled like green apples and strawberries.
"Yet I learned everything I know from my own research, my own observations. You prefer to go directly to the source. Seems like cheating to me." I was only teasing her, of course. But, my oh my, how much fun that was. "Besides -- I wouldn't say you know nothing of me," I hissed and she broke out into goosebumps -- absolutely one of my favorite reactions.
She shivered when my fingers twisted around the thin straps holding her underwear together, making my cock twitch from the sight of it. I kneeled and trailed my hands down the back of her legs, dragging her panties with them.
God, she smelled good -- like lavender and honeysuckle and the faintest trace of vodka and cranberry. She must have been drinking earlier tonight.
Just as I was about to slide my tongue along the side of her waist and get my first taste of that delicious skin, Bella's cellphone started buzzing from the kitchen counter.
First of all, if you're not reading the Southern Vampire Mysteries by Charlaine Harris, HOP ON IT! The new book just came out on Monday, (of course I'm already done), and I LOVED IT!!! Lots of Eric, Lots of sexing, Not so much blood and drama as the last book. It was brilliant. I highly recommend it!
In other news, don't forget about the "Spy Games" read along on May 16th. Be sure to log into your twitter account at 9pm EST on May 16th and search #Readalong to join in with the fun. I can't promise how much I'll be on b/c of prior commitments, but I'm definitely going to try to pop in and give my two cents for each chapter -- possibly some things I was going to work into the story but got cut for whatever reason -- other things of that nature.
And finally, I bring you back to Smut Monday on May 10th. If you have a twilighted account, be sure to hop on there and leave me some love this Monday. Some of you guys have already read the latest EPOV, and I assure you, it's definitely not something you'll want to miss.
Anyway, here's the tease. LMK what you think:
A Rock and a Hard Place:
"You don't find it terribly unfair that you know so much about me, and I know practically nothing of you? What if the tables were reversed?" Bella teased, allowing me to casually pull the zipper down on the back of her black evening gown. It fell to the floor, leaving her clad in nothing but her matching thong undies. I ghosted my lips up the side of her neck and pressed them to her ear. Her hair smelled like green apples and strawberries.
"Yet I learned everything I know from my own research, my own observations. You prefer to go directly to the source. Seems like cheating to me." I was only teasing her, of course. But, my oh my, how much fun that was. "Besides -- I wouldn't say you know nothing of me," I hissed and she broke out into goosebumps -- absolutely one of my favorite reactions.
She shivered when my fingers twisted around the thin straps holding her underwear together, making my cock twitch from the sight of it. I kneeled and trailed my hands down the back of her legs, dragging her panties with them.
God, she smelled good -- like lavender and honeysuckle and the faintest trace of vodka and cranberry. She must have been drinking earlier tonight.
Just as I was about to slide my tongue along the side of her waist and get my first taste of that delicious skin, Bella's cellphone started buzzing from the kitchen counter.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Spy Games Chapter 23
POSTED!!!
And woooooot! It's a game changer. Let me know what you think.
Songs for this chapter are:
"Beautiful Lie" by 30 Seconds to Mars
"Head Like A Hole" by Nine Inch Nails
"My Skin" by Natalie Merchant.
Thanks for reading.
And woooooot! It's a game changer. Let me know what you think.
Songs for this chapter are:
"Beautiful Lie" by 30 Seconds to Mars
"Head Like A Hole" by Nine Inch Nails
"My Skin" by Natalie Merchant.
Thanks for reading.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Chapter 23 Teaser!
Woot! Well, it's finally done ladies and gents. This chappie of Spy Games is out of my system. Here's your teaser. Also, if you haven't voted in the poll yet, please do so now. I'm closing it down after I post this chappie.
Anyway, let me know what you think.
Chapter 23 Teaser
A Picture Worth A Thousand Lies
The snake stepped forward and smiled deviously, looking back and forth between Edward and I before starting. "Ms. Swan, you were recently photographed heading to an undisclosed location in the Boston Marriott Hotel with Mr. William Dean, were you not?"
"Oh come on, Eleazar. Did you not get your fill of harassment the last time you brought this up? I'll not answer any questions about Mr. Dean and myself."
"And why is that?"
"Because I do not get paid to discuss my personal life with the likes of you."
"It's not because your hiding your affair from the public?"
"There is no such affair to speak of -- that is why I won't talk about it. There's simply nothing to mention."
He nodded and hummed a quiet noise of disapproval. "And what of you and Mr. Cullen?"
Anyway, let me know what you think.
Chapter 23 Teaser
A Picture Worth A Thousand Lies
The snake stepped forward and smiled deviously, looking back and forth between Edward and I before starting. "Ms. Swan, you were recently photographed heading to an undisclosed location in the Boston Marriott Hotel with Mr. William Dean, were you not?"
"Oh come on, Eleazar. Did you not get your fill of harassment the last time you brought this up? I'll not answer any questions about Mr. Dean and myself."
"And why is that?"
"Because I do not get paid to discuss my personal life with the likes of you."
"It's not because your hiding your affair from the public?"
"There is no such affair to speak of -- that is why I won't talk about it. There's simply nothing to mention."
He nodded and hummed a quiet noise of disapproval. "And what of you and Mr. Cullen?"
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Spy Games Teaser & EPOV Poll
Recently, I won a Fanny over at FFFW and I decided right around the same time that I would sign up to do an outtake for Smut Mondays over at Twilighted.net. A lot of my readers have been asking if I will ever do an EPOV, and while I do intend to write "The Spy" just as soon as I'm done writing "Spy Games," I will definitely take a break in between. So I don't know how long it will be until I get that started. Trust me, ladies, I need it. That being said, I've decided I'll treat you all to an EPOV outtake from "Spy Games" for the Smut Monday spot. The best part? You get to pick which one you wanna see.
********I'm leaving the poll open so that everyone can still look at it. But considered it closed. Angry Lemon wins!************
In Addition to that, it's:
TEASER TIME!!!
YAY!!!
Here it is:
Chapter 22
The Prince, The King & The Witch
My brain wanted to be so mad at him, to curse him up and down this hallway, but my heart screamed out to him, begging him to put the pieces back together and make us alright again. "Mr. Cullen," I solemnly replied.
The tension between us was stifling and I started to dread getting into that elevator. If I was on the verge of a freak out just standing here, I couldn't imagine what being in a confined space with him would be like. The doors opened and we both paused, neither of us wanting to make that first move.
Might as well get this over with.
I took a deep breath and walked into the tiny metal box decorated with maroon wallpaper and dark gray carpeting. I pressed the button for the lobby just as Edward walked in behind me and took his spot at the other side.
"Where are you going, Mr. Cullen?"
"Me?" he asked, seeming taken off guard. "Oh, I'm -- I'm going down," he sputtered. "-- to the lobby."
I shot him an awkward look as the doors closed in front of us. What was that all about? Was he -- was he actually nervous? To be around me?
"I guess I am too," I whispered under my breath.
Then all fell silent and the seconds slowly ticked by, feeling more like hours than small fractions of time. I could literally feel the static energy as it intensified with each tick of the clock, that undeniable attraction tripling in strength -- and it cascaded off us both. We were naturally pulled to each other with such a tremendous force that standing this close to him but not touching him literally drained me. I was fighting this insatiable urge to fling myself across this elevator, wrap my fingers in his hair and beg him to fuck me on the spot. Every bone in my body screamed for it -- or maybe that was just my loins.
Regardless, my head was tromping my heart in everything to do with this matter. He owed me an explanation, an apology, hell, anything!
Tell me SOMETHING, Cullen!
But he owed me, and I couldn't be the first to give in.
Just when it seemed I would literally burst from the pressure between us, he pushed the emergency stop button and cleared his throat, the elevator coming to a complete halt before either of us said anything else.
********I'm leaving the poll open so that everyone can still look at it. But considered it closed. Angry Lemon wins!************
In Addition to that, it's:
TEASER TIME!!!
YAY!!!
Here it is:
Chapter 22
The Prince, The King & The Witch
My brain wanted to be so mad at him, to curse him up and down this hallway, but my heart screamed out to him, begging him to put the pieces back together and make us alright again. "Mr. Cullen," I solemnly replied.
The tension between us was stifling and I started to dread getting into that elevator. If I was on the verge of a freak out just standing here, I couldn't imagine what being in a confined space with him would be like. The doors opened and we both paused, neither of us wanting to make that first move.
Might as well get this over with.
I took a deep breath and walked into the tiny metal box decorated with maroon wallpaper and dark gray carpeting. I pressed the button for the lobby just as Edward walked in behind me and took his spot at the other side.
"Where are you going, Mr. Cullen?"
"Me?" he asked, seeming taken off guard. "Oh, I'm -- I'm going down," he sputtered. "-- to the lobby."
I shot him an awkward look as the doors closed in front of us. What was that all about? Was he -- was he actually nervous? To be around me?
"I guess I am too," I whispered under my breath.
Then all fell silent and the seconds slowly ticked by, feeling more like hours than small fractions of time. I could literally feel the static energy as it intensified with each tick of the clock, that undeniable attraction tripling in strength -- and it cascaded off us both. We were naturally pulled to each other with such a tremendous force that standing this close to him but not touching him literally drained me. I was fighting this insatiable urge to fling myself across this elevator, wrap my fingers in his hair and beg him to fuck me on the spot. Every bone in my body screamed for it -- or maybe that was just my loins.
Regardless, my head was tromping my heart in everything to do with this matter. He owed me an explanation, an apology, hell, anything!
Tell me SOMETHING, Cullen!
But he owed me, and I couldn't be the first to give in.
Just when it seemed I would literally burst from the pressure between us, he pushed the emergency stop button and cleared his throat, the elevator coming to a complete halt before either of us said anything else.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Spy Games Wins A Fanny and Gets Rec'd!
That's right, ladies. You heard me right! I'm so excited right now, I could just SQUEAL! LoL. I almost couldn't believe it when I woke up and saw the news. This is quite an honor and I just want to thank everyone who nominated me and TFab for their hard work judging those noms.
In other news, I want to thank the fine, fine Ladies over at "My Vamp Fiction" for this outstanding rec.
http://myvampfiction.com/2010/03/wicked-wednesday-found-some-new-toys/#more-1675
They take on my sex toy inspiration. Go, read, enjoy! I'm so smitten right now, I could just fly!!
I wanted to announce this with my next chapter, but I figured I'd announce it here as well. Due to the recent fanny win, I'm going to offer up a special treat for my readers. I'm going to write an outtake in EPOV, and I'm going to let you pick with scene you want to read. Just as soon as I decide which scenes I'm willing to do, I will get that poll posted.
I hope all is well in your neck of the woods, and I just want to say THANK YOU!!!!! to everyone who reads Spy Games. I love you all!
Jenn
In other news, I want to thank the fine, fine Ladies over at "My Vamp Fiction" for this outstanding rec.
http://myvampfiction.com/2010/03/wicked-wednesday-found-some-new-toys/#more-1675
They take on my sex toy inspiration. Go, read, enjoy! I'm so smitten right now, I could just fly!!
I wanted to announce this with my next chapter, but I figured I'd announce it here as well. Due to the recent fanny win, I'm going to offer up a special treat for my readers. I'm going to write an outtake in EPOV, and I'm going to let you pick with scene you want to read. Just as soon as I decide which scenes I'm willing to do, I will get that poll posted.
I hope all is well in your neck of the woods, and I just want to say THANK YOU!!!!! to everyone who reads Spy Games. I love you all!
Jenn
Saturday, February 20, 2010
CHAPTER 21 POSTED!!
Hey there you crazy ladies. Chapter twenty one is posted. Check out FFFW or FF.Net or where ever you read. Trust me, it's a doozy. I hope you all like it. I've been planning this for a minute now.
TRY NOT TO KILL ME PLEASE!!
On a brighter note, I've got my mojo back.. so WOOTT!!
Love you all. Let me know what you think about the chappie.
TRY NOT TO KILL ME PLEASE!!
On a brighter note, I've got my mojo back.. so WOOTT!!
Love you all. Let me know what you think about the chappie.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Chapter 21 Teaser!!
So, here's the teaser for Chapter 21 titled "Snobs, Snakes and Liars." Let me know what you think!!
The songs for this chapter haven't been picked yet. I'll let you know just as soon as I get that figured out.
~~***~~
Apparently, the US Weekly article had sparked a frenzy, and everyone -- EVERYONE -- was vying for that next, new picture of Mr. Dean and myself. Though I denied the allegations repeatedly, the media assumed we were handling our affair the way rich people normally did -- with secrecy at first, the thrill still too new to share with the world, and then with glamor, the overwhelming pressure of prying eyes becoming too much to keep a it a secret any longer. The press was jumping at the chance to be that first publication to break the news, that first mouse with the biggest cheese.
It was a shame they'd never find anything to break.
They had the wrong guy.
Jenks, Scotty, Alice and I pushed our way through the crowd as the photographers spat absurd questions at me, shouting at the top of their lungs to be heard.
"Where's William tonight?"
"Will you be seeing him later?"
"How long have you two been seeing each other?"
"When's the wedding?"
"Will the two companies merge?"
All of which I shrugged off. I'd answer no questions whatsoever.
FLASH!
FLASH!
FLASH!
Each blinding surge of light pointed right at me made it incredibly difficult to walk, and even harder to concentrate. Who was asking what? Who do I answer? It all seemed to blend together. That was until I heard a deep grumble emanate from the back of the crowd.
"We've got the wrong guy, don't we Ms. Swan? Her sights are a little further from home," the voice said.
I almost stopped dead in my tracks, and would have had Alice not grabbed on to the back of my arm and pushed me ahead with her. I wasn't entirely sure if she heard it as well, but it didn't seem to matter. No one in the crowd cared, or at least, no one was willing to continue questioning his change in direction. Once inside security at the Hilton, I was able to make out the face way at the back, the one that most likely knew my secret.
And I immediately recognized him.
Eleazar Michael -- the most notable paparazzi in the game these days. He goes where the story goes. He follows his prey, stalks it until he gets that one shaming shot.
Britney Spear's crotch? That was Eleazar.
Paris Hilton's sex tape? That was Eleazar.
And he was good at what he did because he was relentless.
~~~***~~~
So?? What'd ya think? Are you excited yet?
Cuz...
I AM!!
So, I'm going to retreat into radio silence and keep writing. LOST TONIGHT AT NINE! BE THERE!!
The songs for this chapter haven't been picked yet. I'll let you know just as soon as I get that figured out.
~~***~~
Apparently, the US Weekly article had sparked a frenzy, and everyone -- EVERYONE -- was vying for that next, new picture of Mr. Dean and myself. Though I denied the allegations repeatedly, the media assumed we were handling our affair the way rich people normally did -- with secrecy at first, the thrill still too new to share with the world, and then with glamor, the overwhelming pressure of prying eyes becoming too much to keep a it a secret any longer. The press was jumping at the chance to be that first publication to break the news, that first mouse with the biggest cheese.
It was a shame they'd never find anything to break.
They had the wrong guy.
Jenks, Scotty, Alice and I pushed our way through the crowd as the photographers spat absurd questions at me, shouting at the top of their lungs to be heard.
"Where's William tonight?"
"Will you be seeing him later?"
"How long have you two been seeing each other?"
"When's the wedding?"
"Will the two companies merge?"
All of which I shrugged off. I'd answer no questions whatsoever.
FLASH!
FLASH!
FLASH!
Each blinding surge of light pointed right at me made it incredibly difficult to walk, and even harder to concentrate. Who was asking what? Who do I answer? It all seemed to blend together. That was until I heard a deep grumble emanate from the back of the crowd.
"We've got the wrong guy, don't we Ms. Swan? Her sights are a little further from home," the voice said.
I almost stopped dead in my tracks, and would have had Alice not grabbed on to the back of my arm and pushed me ahead with her. I wasn't entirely sure if she heard it as well, but it didn't seem to matter. No one in the crowd cared, or at least, no one was willing to continue questioning his change in direction. Once inside security at the Hilton, I was able to make out the face way at the back, the one that most likely knew my secret.
And I immediately recognized him.
Eleazar Michael -- the most notable paparazzi in the game these days. He goes where the story goes. He follows his prey, stalks it until he gets that one shaming shot.
Britney Spear's crotch? That was Eleazar.
Paris Hilton's sex tape? That was Eleazar.
And he was good at what he did because he was relentless.
~~~***~~~
So?? What'd ya think? Are you excited yet?
Cuz...
I AM!!
So, I'm going to retreat into radio silence and keep writing. LOST TONIGHT AT NINE! BE THERE!!
Saturday, February 6, 2010
The Time Traveler's Wife & other things
Confession time: I haven't been working on Spy Games. The reason behind this insanity?
This book consumed me for so many heart-wrenching and thought provoking reasons. First, for those of you who didn't see the movie, let me explain what the story is about. We have one of the protagonists, Henry, who is a "Chrono-displaced person." Meaning that he time travels. Literally. One second, he standing in front of you, the next second, he's completely gone - leaving just his clothes in a pile on the floor.
Then we have Clare, who is Henry's future wife. The thing of Henry's time travel is that he is pulled to big events in his life. For example, his mother died when he was six in a horrific car accident. He's been back to this time in his life hundreds of times. He says that if you were to look around the scene very, very closely -- he is everywhere. He's hiding in the trees, looking from the overpass -- he even places a blanket over the shoulders of his six year old self.
In Henry's middle aged years, he finds himself pulled to a Meadow behind this ginormous house. Come to find out, this is the Childhood home of Clare, his wife. Essentially, in the first few chapters, we learn that Clare has known Henry since she was six, and has had this whole life with him. When Clare and Henry first "meet," Clare is twenty, Henry is twenty eight. So because he doesn't flash back to her childhood until he is around 33, he is completely unaware of any of the experiences he has already had with her.
If that makes sense.
Another reason why I adore this story is that Henry and Clare are completely lovable together. The author does an excellent job of creating these characters who are completely three dimensional and really pop off the page. Henry is hysterical -- and totally in love with Clare. And Clare has a very pronounced and elegant character arc. We see her as a child and a believable adolescent, both through Henry's eyes and Clare's own thoughts. These experiences turn her into an amazingly strong woman, stronger than I could be I think.
Read it! The author does a great job of showing how Henry's and Clare's relationship progresses and puts an interesting twist on the "old-fashioned" love story. It comes highly recommended by yours truly.
In other news,
LMAO!!!
Failblog owns my life.
The Lost premiere was AWESOME!!! I don't know if anyone else was excited about it, but I was -- and they definitely did not disappoint. I love the idea of the flash-sideways. It's interesting to think that these people would still have crossed paths, even if the plane had landed.
To be completely honest though, I'm a little pissed off that I watched five years of plot line and story arcs, only to be forced to forget all of that in the last season when the producers decide that setting off a nuclear bomb puts a reset on everything and changes it completely.
The part in the Temple -- completely did not see that coming. I thought Sayid was a goner for sure. But you know what I think? I think that Jacob found a way to embody Sayid or something.. I dunno.. we'll see what happens in the next episode.
Sayid was always my favorite. I saw that episode where he broke someone's neck with his feet, and I was in love..
Wait, wait..
DUDE KILLED ANOTHER DUDE . . . WITH HIS FEET!!
Shit's just crazy. If I was on that island, I would have had the same idea as Shannon. Sayid's the mother fucker I'm bunking with.
And on a personal note, there's two feet of snow on the ground right now. I'm gonna get some hot chocolate, write a little bit, and then watch some tv. Any good shows you recommend?
This book consumed me for so many heart-wrenching and thought provoking reasons. First, for those of you who didn't see the movie, let me explain what the story is about. We have one of the protagonists, Henry, who is a "Chrono-displaced person." Meaning that he time travels. Literally. One second, he standing in front of you, the next second, he's completely gone - leaving just his clothes in a pile on the floor.
Then we have Clare, who is Henry's future wife. The thing of Henry's time travel is that he is pulled to big events in his life. For example, his mother died when he was six in a horrific car accident. He's been back to this time in his life hundreds of times. He says that if you were to look around the scene very, very closely -- he is everywhere. He's hiding in the trees, looking from the overpass -- he even places a blanket over the shoulders of his six year old self.
In Henry's middle aged years, he finds himself pulled to a Meadow behind this ginormous house. Come to find out, this is the Childhood home of Clare, his wife. Essentially, in the first few chapters, we learn that Clare has known Henry since she was six, and has had this whole life with him. When Clare and Henry first "meet," Clare is twenty, Henry is twenty eight. So because he doesn't flash back to her childhood until he is around 33, he is completely unaware of any of the experiences he has already had with her.
If that makes sense.
Another reason why I adore this story is that Henry and Clare are completely lovable together. The author does an excellent job of creating these characters who are completely three dimensional and really pop off the page. Henry is hysterical -- and totally in love with Clare. And Clare has a very pronounced and elegant character arc. We see her as a child and a believable adolescent, both through Henry's eyes and Clare's own thoughts. These experiences turn her into an amazingly strong woman, stronger than I could be I think.
Read it! The author does a great job of showing how Henry's and Clare's relationship progresses and puts an interesting twist on the "old-fashioned" love story. It comes highly recommended by yours truly.
In other news,
LMAO!!!
Failblog owns my life.
The Lost premiere was AWESOME!!! I don't know if anyone else was excited about it, but I was -- and they definitely did not disappoint. I love the idea of the flash-sideways. It's interesting to think that these people would still have crossed paths, even if the plane had landed.
To be completely honest though, I'm a little pissed off that I watched five years of plot line and story arcs, only to be forced to forget all of that in the last season when the producers decide that setting off a nuclear bomb puts a reset on everything and changes it completely.
The part in the Temple -- completely did not see that coming. I thought Sayid was a goner for sure. But you know what I think? I think that Jacob found a way to embody Sayid or something.. I dunno.. we'll see what happens in the next episode.
Sayid was always my favorite. I saw that episode where he broke someone's neck with his feet, and I was in love..
Wait, wait..
DUDE KILLED ANOTHER DUDE . . . WITH HIS FEET!!
Shit's just crazy. If I was on that island, I would have had the same idea as Shannon. Sayid's the mother fucker I'm bunking with.
And on a personal note, there's two feet of snow on the ground right now. I'm gonna get some hot chocolate, write a little bit, and then watch some tv. Any good shows you recommend?
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Spy Games Chapter 20 is UP!!!
WHOOO!!! IT'S UP!! IT'S UP!!!
But, just so you know, Fanfiction is being super SUCK right now.. and not sending out the alerts.. Apparently, there's been a bunch of stuff going on in these past two days, and I received NONE of it in my personal email.
So here's the link:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5020988/20/Spy_Games
Let me know what you think!
On another note, here's something to make you laugh!
True Story: Failblog.org OWNS me!!
But, just so you know, Fanfiction is being super SUCK right now.. and not sending out the alerts.. Apparently, there's been a bunch of stuff going on in these past two days, and I received NONE of it in my personal email.
So here's the link:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5020988/20/Spy_Games
Let me know what you think!
On another note, here's something to make you laugh!
True Story: Failblog.org OWNS me!!
Sunday, January 24, 2010
OH!! One more thing I forgot to mention..
We are T-Minus 8 days, 19 hours, 50 minutes from the premiere of Lost.
Which I am freaking out about.
I'm a huge spoiler reader too.
Which is bad because I develop all these theories about where I think the story is going, and then it doesn't end up that way, and I get mad because I think my ideas are better than what they did.
I mean, Time Travel? Really?
But I digress.
I'm super excited to see what they do with the bomb explosion and why the first two episodes are named LA X. Hmm....
Anyway...
Just wanted to share that.
We are T-Minus 8 days, 19 hours, 50 minutes from the premiere of Lost.
Which I am freaking out about.
I'm a huge spoiler reader too.
Which is bad because I develop all these theories about where I think the story is going, and then it doesn't end up that way, and I get mad because I think my ideas are better than what they did.
I mean, Time Travel? Really?
But I digress.
I'm super excited to see what they do with the bomb explosion and why the first two episodes are named LA X. Hmm....
Anyway...
Just wanted to share that.
YAY!
Great news, readers! The chapter is off to it's first round of Beta edits. Can't wait to see what Rosey thinks of it. Here's another hint from the upcoming chapter:
In other news..
LMAO!! Faliblog.org.. Check it out! Especially if you've had a bad day.
I'll get around to updating tomorrow. Ta-Ta for now!
In other news..
LMAO!! Faliblog.org.. Check it out! Especially if you've had a bad day.
I'll get around to updating tomorrow. Ta-Ta for now!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
New One Shot posted
Hi Ladies!!
Just posted a one shot to FF.net. It's a Jake/Renesmee story. It didn't too well in the contest I entered, but it got some good reviews, so let me know what you think. Just click on the pic!
On another note, I watched this clip for the umpteenth time today and it STILL cracks me right the fuck up!
In Spy Games related news, I'm still steadily working on it.. and I'm expecting to post it next week. I'm sorry it's taken me this long, but between the contest I entered and RL fuckery, I've been terribly busy.. but I can post another teaser just for you ladies. ;-)
~~**~~
I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled his head a little closer to mine. "I'd make you watch me suck your cock right until you almost came, and then I'd ride you reverse cowgirl until you literally begged for release. Rest assured, Mr. Cullen, if I tied you up, you'd be under my control completely -- as would your orgasms."
He didn't miss a beat. "You're a vindictive little minx, aren't you?"
"It's a dog eat dog world out there, especially in this line of work. Wouldn't you agree?"
"Strangely."
~~**~~
Okay, back to work for me! I'll update again later.
Just posted a one shot to FF.net. It's a Jake/Renesmee story. It didn't too well in the contest I entered, but it got some good reviews, so let me know what you think. Just click on the pic!
On another note, I watched this clip for the umpteenth time today and it STILL cracks me right the fuck up!
In Spy Games related news, I'm still steadily working on it.. and I'm expecting to post it next week. I'm sorry it's taken me this long, but between the contest I entered and RL fuckery, I've been terribly busy.. but I can post another teaser just for you ladies. ;-)
~~**~~
I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled his head a little closer to mine. "I'd make you watch me suck your cock right until you almost came, and then I'd ride you reverse cowgirl until you literally begged for release. Rest assured, Mr. Cullen, if I tied you up, you'd be under my control completely -- as would your orgasms."
He didn't miss a beat. "You're a vindictive little minx, aren't you?"
"It's a dog eat dog world out there, especially in this line of work. Wouldn't you agree?"
"Strangely."
~~**~~
Okay, back to work for me! I'll update again later.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
First Post?
So, I'm sort of new to this whole blogging thing, but I followed a few people over here and I'm hoping it takes off. You can also check out my thread over at Twilighted:
http://twilighted.net/forum/viewtopic.php?f=44&t=8204&hilit=Spy+Games
Today is my birthday and I'm uber excited to have my first post up. For newcummers, I'm Jenn 1987, and I'm the writer of "Spy Games." Here, I plan to post teasers, photos, things I'm thinking of doing, polls and other Spy Games related debauchery.
Just to get us started, here's the teaser for chapter 20:
Fantasies, Sacrifices & Falling in Love
"Behave, Mr. Cullen, or I might have to restrain you." I pulled back from him and stepped into the tub, instantly sinking to my knees and dipping my head under the hot water. When I came back up, Edward was inches from my face with an incredibly curious little smile meant to make me weak in the knees.
"With what?" he hissed, grabbing the back of my knees to yank me closer to him.
"I've packed for twenty days of banquets and ceremonies. I'm certain I could find something to tie you down. Panty hose, denim jeans . . . g-strings."
Edward pushed our bodies to the side of the tub and pressed his lips to my ear, sending a chill down my spine in the process. The connection that radiated between our touching skin was electrifying, tempting me to forgo my entire plan for him this evening. And, as his nails dragged down the outsides of my thighs, my entire body shook with expectancy, seeming to beg for the situation to escalate.
Damn him!
Damn what he could do to me.
I knew all too well what I was experiencing -- that rush of anticipation, that thrill of what was to come. It rocked through my very being like a sledgehammer on the rubble of what used to be the toughest cement.
"And then what would you do?" he whispered, those talented fingers creeping their way up to my hips. The top of his dick rubbed against my ** and I thought I'd lose all grip on reality. He was doing this on purpose, to distract me, to push me away from getting the truth. "Tell me what you would do with me tied up."
Oh god, countless things -- evil things. Things that should be illegal in the United States because they were that damned sinful. My mind ran over the thousands of possibilities. Edward -- tied up -- in my bed. **, I'd be tempted to leave his ** there all day so I could go out and do my job knowing he was waiting for me, exactly where I left him. He'd be my reward for a hard day's work.
"Remain strong, Bella! Strong and assertive," my subconscious suddenly shouted. "Make him work for you."
"Tell me why you started drawing me," I demanded, my voice shaky and forced. He made me incredibly nervous, to a point where it felt exhilarating and gut wrenching at the same time.
He snorted a laugh and pulled back the slightest bit. "You just won't let it go, will you?"
Now was my opportunity. As weak as I was around him and as enticing as he was, I forced myself to find that old me -- to find that Bella who didn't back down from anyone, especially not a man, especially not the enemy. "I'll tell you if you tell me. But you always answer first. That's how this works tonight, got it?"
~~~***~~~
In addition to that, the teaser song for this chapter is "Stranglehold" by Ted Nugent. It's on that playlist up there, circa song 34 or something. On that note, I bid you adieu! I've got some more writing to get done if I want to get this thing up before you all forget about me.
PS! Mucho uber thanks to JediGirl, who set me up with Edwardville, the Twilighted thread and that awesome ass banner you see up there. You rock my socks, dear! You rock them loud and hard!! LMAO!
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